Not in a despondent or depressing way, in a truly liberating idgaf way. I'm 30, married no kids, healthy, and out of fucks to give. It's been 5 years since I've let employment rule my life. Idc about retirement and health insurance. All I care about is exercising to maintain my health, eating well, and making enough money to pay my bills and have a good time with my friends. As long as I have my tools and my brain I'm good to go. I can always opt out if things get unbearably bad, at least I had good time which is more than most people can say. I'm here for a good time and maybe a long time, maybe not.