My boss takes me as a sure thing even though I an saving their asses for more than year now. My colleagues are just not doing enough to keep up with work and I am so stupid to not let everything to crash. Am tired, pissed off, i hate my colleagues and even if I find a new way to make something really great for my company I loose interest as soon as I see my boss or colleagues with their attitudes. I am overpaid for my role and i don’t belong anywhere. I am not manager but I am not an employee. I am on my own. I can not handle it. I need a full break but I have a mortgage and it is hard to find similar qualification job as I have 40% higher salary than market average(based on market benchmark). I am just lost in frustration.