I have put off getting a job for a long time, but I can’t do it anymore. I am miserable unemployed. I have no purpose and get up everyday at 3pm. I’m really scared to work, I think that’s what it comes down to. And it turns into what seems like hatred for working, but that’s not true. There’s been times where I have been very happy at my jobs in the past. I just feel like such a loser and every time I look for a job I say to myself that I can’t do it or it won’t be fun. I know there’s a lot of shitty work environments but there’s also some good ones. My ideal work is to be my own boss and find a way to make my own money, but I have zero initiative so that hasn’t really worked out. I fall into a cycle of fantasizing about having a good job, then looking for one and getting disappointed and giving up. Does anyone have advice on how I can fix my mindset about working?