As the title says, i am scared of work, i already worked as a seller but now i know that my mental health is at its worst place (plus i am autistic), i am 23, i live in mexico, hustle culture here is so present.
I want to start my own business where i only work by myself because my social anxiety doesn't allow me to talk to people without feeling that i am going to puke after my hours.
i don't know what to do seriously, i don't feel ready to work again but my mom is pressuring me because she doesn't want to support me anymore and she is tired of me. Thankfully i live at my grandparents house, the bad side is that they don't treat me that well but at least i don't pay rent.
When i tell people about me being so scared of work they treat me like a dumb ass, i don't know how to explain how i feel. I can't even make an interview appointment because i get so nervous.
I am asking for advice here because if i do it in Mexican forums they will treat me as a lazy person and spoiled brat (and i am not spoiled i am literally poor af) so i hope you can give me some advice and even options for a side hustle or soemthing like that. thank you.