I had a long weekend and was supposed to go back yesterday early in the A.M. When I woke up, I felt so stressed I got sick and had horrible stomach cramps. I kind of had a breakdown and started crying for a long time and my boyfriend convinced me to call out so I could take the day to put in job applications. I put in about 20 so I’m proud of myself for that. I’m just so burnt out and unhappy. I hate the job I do and I’m sick of the work environment. I feel dread constantly about work, even starting the night before. I’ve felt this way on and off about this job as I’ve been here a few years but I’m seriously at a breaking point. I’ve already been throwing up and dry heaving and shaking this morning and just feel literally sick thinking about going in. I know I just have to tough it out until I can find something else. But god I just wanna quit and take care of myself. You know it’s bad when you kind of just wish you’d get into a wreck to avoid work or get a minor injury that’d let you take time off… yeah