I lost my hope in working. Working is not fun anymore. After university I thought that I can fulfill any dream but now I am just tired. Everyday I am so tired that I could stay in bed for hours and still feel like a potato instead of being refreshed/rested. I am currently working in part time but don’t like my job. I would like to change it but in my role (software engineer) it is hard to find a job in part time from the beginning. You need to start in full time and change to part time after your probation period. This means I need to work 40hrs or even more for the first 6 months. I am mentally so tired that I cry solely by thinking of it. I am so tired of this life. Nothing enjoys me anymore. What shall I do?