I just get so overwhelmed that there are a lot of choices I dont even know where to start to try new skills. Even if I acquire a skill and probably will not like the job since I had no passion for it then I'm stuck with that job because it's all I know what to do. I went right from school to helping out in an office which was fine I didn't mind it, but knowing office's can just end up closing because of an unpredictable pandemic scares the fuck out of me. Imagine you finally get the job you want and they say “sorry we have to close down”. Like fuck nothing feels fucking secure except the “essential” jobs where workers get treated like shit by the customers and even coworkers in some occasions. Not to mention a lot of those essential jobs can't even help you afford anything this day and age. I just i don't know what I want to do…