i hate my bosses. i hate my coworkers. i hate money. i hate capitalism. i hate corporate life. i hate consumerism. i hate having to sit in front of a screen 8 hours a day doing shit i don't give a fuck about.
i hate having to pretend to be friends with everyone in the office to not be ostracized and given disciplinary meetings about “attitude problems” (this week it happened again). i hate how i, even after admitting to having depression and being told that it's totally fine and i can go to therapy for as long as i want, i still need to behave as if i'm not depressed, i hate how bosses and coworkers leave me on read all the time (i wish i was joking) and expect me to not be fucking bitter about it.
i hate how i was called to a disciplinary meeting with a manager because i put a flyer in the lobby during pride 2021 about trans rights [i'm out trans] because a conservative coworker got offended by it (and i live in Sweden…). i hate how the same manager threw a fucking fit because i put my pronouns in my email signature and was said to violate company policy.
3 people recently quit my team during a 3-month period (like a month apart each) and i wish i could just tell our managers straight up why this happened (hint: it's managers) and tell them to fuck off for good.
i fucking hate work and i want out. i can't take this shit anymore.
obviously i know what life is about and it's much easier said than done to quit this abhorrent disgusting system we call “society”. i've already had a 10 month sickleave from burnout 10 years ago and i'm just waiting for it to happen again.
FUCK this dog-eat-dog world and anyone who thinks that this is “the best system possible”.