I've never been able to hold down a real job my entire life. I hate the whole concept of work. Most jobs have no variety and your stuck doing the same shit every day. Don't give me the “find income in something you enjoy” speech because that's just not usually a realistic thing. As a matter of fact, I don't want to ruin the things I actually enjoy by turning it into a job. Even my favorite activities I get sick of and move on from on occasion. Plant my ass down, playing video games for a few days straight and I take day or weeks off from that shit. Am I doomed? The thought of having the same mindless job until I die or retire gives me loads of anxiety.