Title's pretty self-explanatory. I serve no purpose whatsoever, except to consume resources as to stay alive, especially when I do not wish to. I find existence boring, meaningless, and sadistic.
I'm sick and tired of people saying “life's an adventure! you'll find what you love”/”trust me bro, God has a plan for us all”/”it's all a matter of perspective, focus on the positive!”. No. Only difference between you and me, is that I do not romanticise suffering and pain. I need a job. I'm willing to go to college, then a masters, but I need a well-paying job, that doesn't make my life hell, than it already is.