I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. My life is falling apart around me simply because I don't have enough money to keep up. My job doesn't pay me enough to live, and things in my life are falling apart. My health is deteriorating fast and I absolutely can't afford to see a medical professional for every problem. I'm having to pick which pains I can tolerate and which I can hope to lessen. But I've also had my car “robbed” (catalytic converter stolen), and I don't know if I can afford to get it fixed. I'm in agonizing pain but I can't afford to see a doctor about it, because I had to spend money on dental work and the ability to see. I also need to save up money for an eye operation so I don't go blind.
I'm also helping take care of my roommate who is recovering from spinal surgery. They can't work because of it, so I'm taking care of everything. I spent half an hour crying under my desk at work because I just can't take this any more. I feel like I'm drowning, but without the sweet release.