So, I got a GED exclusively thanks to my job-training program. They basically saved my education. But now, they're moving too fast. They want me into college although I graduated only 4 to 5 months ago.
The thing is, I just don't have the will and time to. They they're trying to help me into college, but I've been dealing with my mother being sick and having to get two surgeries. My grandpa living with us on oxygen.
And I guess it's my fault, but I'm struggling the will to go back there. It's like a school, but work. And I'm getting 200$ every two weeks. I only have to go 3 days a week but I mandatorily have to go on thursday and friday. But now, after not going on one of those three days, I'm scared that I'll be booted out of the program.
I havent gone in maybe a month. They're being very lenient and generous with me, but I'm nervous this is the last straw. The job is basically do some paperwork and exercises (not like work out), and maybe learn and do some construction on broken houses and all. And they're willing to really help me into college.
But after I got my GED, I dont want to deal with that. Especially with some of the other attendants of the program. But I'm worried they're my best chance of getting into college. I dont have the wealthiest family. And I dont even know how to start with getting into college. It's just a struggle.
I'm 17 years old by the way, and turning 18 in May. Just please, I've been stressing so bad.