I’m at the point at my job (I’ve been here two and a half weeks) that every time I go in, I want to harm myself so I can go home. Or harm myself before work. It’s getting worse. I’ve had so many jobs and I don’t want to keep looking like a loser because I can’t hold one. I’m scared I’m going to do something I regret. I’m 21 and I’m terrified. I hate my job.