I’m kinda dead inside.
I used to fear a job loss and try hard to please the boss. Now I’ve saved 1 year worth of bills in a savings account and I low-key have a ‘make my day’ attitude towards the possibility of getting fired.
I try to say as little as possible to not give my toxic boss any ammunition.
I don’t care. My job isn’t well paid and I have savings so I’ve gotten into a nothing to lose headspace.
I want to go back to uni and do a second master’s degree to better myself.
I’m planning a cunning escape. A gap year to study toward a new qualification. Leaving this place to burn in my wake.
Recently I dealt with two people off sick and a third leaving early due to being part time, no extra pay.
I don’t want the job. The only fear I had of losing it was financial. Now I’ve built this 1 year of bills shield of savings and I just don’t respond to beef or sweat anything.