I feel like I'm lucky since I have a job that isn't trying to make a profit but I don't know how much more I can take. I just moved to Massachusetts after teaching science and social studies in North Carolina and Georgia. I was good at teaching but I'm still trying to get certified in order to teach full time. As of now I'm teaching civics in Massachusetts and I think I want to quit and move on to other things. But I don't know if I want to keep doing this. The long hours, the disrespect from kids, and the not great pay is making me want to try other stuff. But I don't really know what else to do that could translate to a middle class existence. My girlfriend and I are trying for a baby so I feel this is a bad time to try and switch careers, but it's getting almost intolerable.
The only thing I want to do is just sit at home and smoke weed, but I feel bad that I'm internalizing laziness and not wanting to do anything else. I'm not really sure what to do, I just wanted to vent.