I have an ok job – I dont like it particulary – but dont hate it either. But still I get the feeling that it is slowly killing me.
I get up at 7 AM and return from work at 6 PM. Then I have around 5 hours of “free” time where I cook something for the evening/next day – do some cleaning, shower, get ready for the next day, surf the Internet/Reddit and then I go to bed at around 11 PM so that I can rise at 7 AM the next morning.
This goes on on 5 out of 7 days. I used to read a lot – make lots of sports – socialise ect Now I havent read a book in months – have gotten fat and out of shape – and rarely see anyone – also my appartment is a mess. I just dont have the energy to do all that stuff in the 5 hours of “free” time and on the weekends I am too tired to do anything. I get the feeling that I am getting sicker, dumber and unhealthier every minute I spend at work – and am afraid that it is slowly killing me. Is this just my imagination – or do other people experience this as well?