Pretty much I have to take my adderall to be able to learn processes and not make mistakes, but it messes me up. My normal super positive joking male version of bubbly personality becomes duller and quieter. Plus I have to eat or have low blood sugars but the drugs make eating uncomfortable. I’m a better worker and if I want to make a career of this to get a stable financial foothold it makes sense to take the meds, but I hate it. Not like despise hate, not even like don’t look forward to it, but I do view it like a chore to exist in that full state for 6 hrs. Mostly ranting.