So I have some disabilities nothing too major but it means that finding a job is really hard for me because I need one that not only will accept a person like me but it Has to be a place that I can work well in I get overstimulated very easily so most fast food or grocery store positions wouldn’t be good for me but I also get depressed i’m left to my own devices for too long i’m currently in a position in which I’m surviving without a job my partner makes enough for the both of us to get by but for some odd reason I feel like a leech on the relationship because I’m not currently working my partner is perfectly happy with the fact that I’m not working he doesn’t need me to be but for some odd reason I can’t shake the feeling that I am letting him down and I am thinking to myself that this is some sort of brainwashing by the industry industry they convince people that their value is a number of hours put into Whatever job that you have as a job my family sure seems to agree with that they think that the fact that I’m not working right now despite the fact that my partner doesn’t want me to push myself is abusing him I need advice