I don't see a point in working. All the jobs I had made me miserable. I became seriously depressed after my job at a factory. I felt like a machine, and I came home tired and sad and miserable so I had no energy anymore.
Then worked at a trade job but because I am clumsy and hate that type of work I ended up messing up on the job and getting fired.
The only way I've been able to cope was via getting drunk, but that seriously affected my health so I had to stop.
I dont see how ANYONE can live like this. These jobs sucked every single ounce of happiness I had in my life. Warehouse, retail and similar jobs made me fucking miserable.
I know that I “need a job to survive”. Everyone fucking knows that. But whats the point of “surviving” if I spend my remaining time miserable and drunk because of my job??