I work for a small company that teaches English. I recently got pulled into a meeting about my ‘lack of initiative’.
These are the following examples of said lacking:
I use my breaks to relax, rather than complete tasks （which are achievable after said break).
I fail to communicate with other workers
(management regularly leaves me out of communication).
I don't lead lessons enough (rather difficult when management often disrupt my activities).
It went on, and I just felt tired. I often feel pressured to go above my job description just to be seen as adequate. It may sound silly, but I occasionally cry at home out of frustration.
I am currently sitting on my smartphone, looking for new oppotunities. Thanks for letting me vent.