Long story short, I’ve had 3 jobs in the past 2 years. It was 11 months, then 7 months because company relocated, took 3 months off because I was so disheartened and burned out, then current I’m 7 months in but it’s toxic, management is shitty, and training is mediocre like bad. 90% of the time I don’t know what’s happening and I’m faking it til I make it. Honestly, some of the coworkers are assholes like condescending and smartass es. Example, I asked this department manager about one of his subordinates status because I needed a sign off to start my report and he replies “I’m sure you can ping him yourself.” Like fuck you dude why do you think I’m asking you for?? He’s fucking gone and you’re his boss. And another time when our director tells me and my direct boss that we need to figure it out and we need it done. Like wow, so encouraging. We’re asking you for help and you tell us to figure it out? Fuck you. I also have went off even at my direct boss that we cannot be working too much overtime especially when it’s not paid. We’re salary. I have been getting nonstop anxiety attacks and literally cry before I start in the morning. Money is great but I have no work life balance during the week and I am so burned out.