I need to vent somewhere.. I worked in many countries, in many kind of workplaces. Today was my first day of work at the factory. I do it out of necessity, I need money in order to survive. The pay is low and I have to be on my feet all day surounded by loud bangs for 10 hours.

So I was asking myself today: if its my fault because im still poor, being born poor being in my mid twenties, even though I tried to start some businesses and failed with as little as I had, and other are rich because they were born rich. Can they say that is their fault that they got rich? And the answer is no. Because I reacehd the conclusion that business is pretty much about money and luck. Like gambling. We see only the winning hands. And more money you have, more chances to win you have. I reached the conclusion that is nit my fault that I am poor as is not due to them being better that they got rich. I have to work ib order to survive but they get to try again and again to multiply somebody elses money. So, my sanity, my self, is slipping and I come home tired, not having time to work on my personal projects or even buy groceries because I have to sleep in order to start again the next day. Why should I tolerate this humiliation and pain while the rich mf get the best of life?