(I am in Hungary btw but I think this is a universal problem)
I just started this job last week, it pays super well but… what's the point if I am never free? Yesterday I had to wake up at 3:30 am to get there in time and came home at 8:00 pm, I had time to shower then went to bed because today I was supposed to get up even earlier. That is fucking insane. I was so tired I had a fever earlier and a panic attack. Last week I started at midday and I got home at 1AM BUT then I had to go to work at 4AM.
I could not have even met my girlfriend like ever if I kept doing this which is the absolute most important thing for me.
Seriously the only way to get some decent money is to work yourself to death? It's either this or have some regular ass job with dogshit money so the only thing you can afford is rent and food so then theres nothing to do in your free time. Sure I should be glad to have a roof over my head and something to eat but…. fuck it I still wanna have fun, I'm 26, I wanna go out, I wanna play video games, watch netflix, train my dog, meet my mother, hang out with friends, go to the gym and many others.
Anyway I ccalled the boss and told him this shit is not for me, not today and not ever. I feel like absolute crap.