I love my job I love taking care of these people but the management is fucking terrible I’m constantly disrespected by the managers and shift leads and made to do everything because they never get off their asses and help people and then I’m the one told that I’m doing everything wrong when someone has a behavior it’s always “my fault”. I was helping a resident because they said they are hungry I took him to his dining chair to eat and she got mad when he started trying to kick people saying that it was my fault when I’m only trying to help him eat. I’m really over people telling me not to give people enough to drink because they don’t want to clean up pee or something. I’m over being told not to listen to my patients request when they ask for something. I try to treat them like as if I would treat my own family. But the policies in this place make them feel like they put the workers before the person that is being cared for. Also I got beat today by a patient blood everywhere and I didn’t get sent home just wipe off the blood and get back to work. I filled my whole mask with my blood the nurses were nice to me about it but the staff I work with they don’t really care. I feel so fucking alone in this place sometimes. I’ve been here two years and haven’t made friends with anyone. I think it’s because of my adhd that people don’t like me I want to leave, but what other jobs could I even do. Retail gives me anxiety attacks even worse than this because when customers yell at me I cry. Is there even a job that I could do where I won’t fail at it every time