I am definitely lying lately in interviews and on my resume.
and guess what?
I dont give even the HIGHEST flying fuck
I graduated with my BS in the middle of the pandemic. We hadn't seen the inside of a classroom in almost a year. I have hardly any experience other than in office settings. Given I should have done more networking in college ~bc networking is so e a s y when you're doing 18 hour work loads, working a full time job & trying to have half a life outside of all the other shit but i digress~ but I didn't.
So here I am.
Being a big fat fucking liar. I've applied to over 200 places in the last 2-ish months. Had maybe 4 interviews?
I dont know if its really the PPP loans like people are speculating (which probably bc big business) but even the “shitty” jobs aren't interested in me.
I'm not even apart of the work force yet and I'm tired. Everything is so expensive right now and the wage's right now give me no hope. I live with three roomates, and i dont know how I'd survive by myself. It shouldn't be like this. At 24 I shouldn't want to just kill myself bc every thing seems so impossible and bleak.
But who cares right? Bc I'm poor.