I am not totally sure if this is the right place for this, but I’m just looking for some moral support. I finished a Master’s last year and have been doing Uber eats to pay my bills since then. Meanwhile I’ve sent out hundreds of job applications and I just can’t get hired. It’s killing me inside.
I used to be disabled enough for SSI, and that was the best time in my life. Even with all the struggle that comes with disability, having my rent paid every month without having to kill myself working was a god send.
I can’t do Uber eats anymore. It is literally destroying my soul. I can’t do retail. I will just die inside even more. And the jobs I would be happy doing don’t even get back to me.
I have 80k in student loans and I can barely pay my rent. I overdraft my account multiple times a month. I cry every day.
When will this end?