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Im not meeting my “metrics,” for the board and I’m facing some heat. Yet, I can’t bring myself to work harder

Im already working my ass off. I guess the depression is making it harder or making it seem like I’m doing more than I actually am. I’m struggling to get more people in my program at work. I have a steady group in my program and they keep coming back, but the company is expanding and wants more attendance. So the plan is for a second cohort this fall. I asked for assistance because not only am I recruiting for this program, but I’m also creating the curriculum and facilitating it. They said we can look into assistance if I get more people in. Im just struggling so bad to maintain that every little thing makes me burst out into tears. Things take me longer to do than most bc of my adhd and my depression. Idk what to do. I want another job maybe but the pay here is…


Im already working my ass off. I guess the depression is making it harder or making it seem like I’m doing more than I actually am. I’m struggling to get more people in my program at work. I have a steady group in my program and they keep coming back, but the company is expanding and wants more attendance. So the plan is for a second cohort this fall.

I asked for assistance because not only am I recruiting for this program, but I’m also creating the curriculum and facilitating it. They said we can look into assistance if I get more people in.

Im just struggling so bad to maintain that every little thing makes me burst out into tears. Things take me longer to do than most bc of my adhd and my depression. Idk what to do. I want another job maybe but the pay here is good and idk what else I could even do with my skills that would be better.

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