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I’m really just losing hope these days.

Hey everyone, long time reader before this account, first time poster. Just wanted to get some frustration off my chest and this seemed like a good place because of work. So, I'm not in America, so working conditions are usually better, so I can't complain too much in comparison. But the majority of the time I've spent in my 12 year career so far seems just be getting worse and more toxic constantly and I really don't know what to do. Even reading everyone's stories here makes me lose faith so much all the time. So bit of history, worked since I was 14 as much as possible, was fired during the gfc, blacklisted from a company for leaving and called 'disloyal' when I worked for them for eight years, worked for another company for two years and wasn't a brown nose to the coordinator and was fired at the…


Hey everyone, long time reader before this account, first time poster. Just wanted to get some frustration off my chest and this seemed like a good place because of work.

So, I'm not in America, so working conditions are usually better, so I can't complain too much in comparison. But the majority of the time I've spent in my 12 year career so far seems just be getting worse and more toxic constantly and I really don't know what to do. Even reading everyone's stories here makes me lose faith so much all the time.

So bit of history, worked since I was 14 as much as possible, was fired during the gfc, blacklisted from a company for leaving and called 'disloyal' when I worked for them for eight years, worked for another company for two years and wasn't a brown nose to the coordinator and was fired at the start of covid. Worked for about six other companies in the last two years and finally got a stable position with one company and did a really good job. Story continues below..

So, I was working for a company for the last year on a site and the contractor was changed, they offered me a job (better pay and contract conditions, great), but I had surgery scheduled with the other company they knew about a year in advance and were ready for my absence. I did the surgery and my recovery took longer than it should. I did my due diligence and contacted my new supervisors and let them know where I was at and issues with recovery but still signed off to return at a specific date and asked if I can atleast be used any other way until I can get back to it. Literal silence, for weeks. I receive a phone call finally, straight up sacked, couldn't plead my case, couldn't explain anything, they acted like I requested months extra off which I didn't, even when I told them, they didn't care. Just pulled the contract and bailed on me. It was hurtful.

So I've thrown myself into some training/study and they've opened up an office based role since (this is like a three week period), literally perfect for me in my condition. They didn't contact me at all. I see a LinkedIn post a few days ago by one of their recruiters and left a comment. Emailed me within five minutes, called my phone another fifteen minutes later, seems like they're desperate. I tell them I'm good to go at a certain date after my training and (only four days ago) since then, I've heard nothing. Which is usually a long time in this industry. Calling some people I know and it just seems like I've been blocked from anything.

I don't know what to do, it seems like I'm constantly running into issues like these with every job I try to get or company I work for and I just want to work and do my job without constantly being back stabbed or treated like discardable waste. I don't even have the luxury of choice of profession because this is all I've studied and this is all I know and every attempt I make at just trying to make something happen never ever goes in my favour.

Sorry to throw down a sad story but thank you for reading.

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