I'm tired of the low wages. I'm tired of the low hours. I'm tired of the attitude you get for asking for more hours. I'm tired of the looks for asking more money. I'm tired of the look they give when you answer why do you want more money. I'm tired of job hunting for a decent job. I'm tired of not being able to pay my bills. I'm tired of having my water or electric or internet or phone turned off. I'm tired of the scramble to get money to turn one of those back on. I'm tired of sitting at home for 4 or 5 or 6 days on a work schedule. I'm tired of trying. I feel like I cant do this anymore. I'm tired of feeling like I cant do this anymore. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough. I'm tired of feeling like an outcast for wanting my bills paid, for wanting food in my fridge and pantry, for wanting some money to toss back for emergencies. I'm tired of thinking its okay to not have extra as long as I can pay my bills. I'm tired of owing people favors to get to work because I cant afford a car or pay for my drivers license. I'm tired of waking up in the morning feeling lile a complete and total failure. I'm tired of fucking waking up in the morning! I'm sick and tired of it all. I'm sick of this experiment. Clearly it doesn't fucking work. I'm tired of like 3 companies owning almost ever facet of everyday product. I'm sick and tired of leaders who dont give a fuck. I'm tired of leaders padding out their own pockets while everyone else struggles. I'm fucking sick of being in this stupid crazy and insane reality. Where politicians are destroying the us constitution. I'm tired of struggling. I'm tired of waking up. I'm tired of wanting to work but no company will hire or give me hours then watch as the owner or a GM get on Facebook and spit bile and toxic venom saying no one wants to work anymore. I'm tired of low wages. I'm tired of no hours. I'm tired of… Being.