I don't want to work for anybody else and I also don't want to work for myself. I find all of it exhausting, and annoying. Repetitive, unfulfilling, and exploitative. Bc I don't want to work my “mother” and my “best friend” think I'm lazy and they think I'm crazy for not wanting to be on the hamster wheel. But the thought of working, drives me crazy. I also think my boyfriend would break up with me if I went a long time without actively looking for work.
I don't want to work for anybody else and I also don't want to work for myself. I find all of it exhausting, and annoying. Repetitive, unfulfilling, and exploitative. Bc I don't want to work my “mother” and my “best friend” think I'm lazy and they think I'm crazy for not wanting to be on the hamster wheel. But the thought of working, drives me crazy. I also think my boyfriend would break up with me if I went a long time without actively looking for work.