As the title says, just bombed an interview that pays almost double my current salary and would've gotten away from my current crappy job.
My current boss is a lunatic. I'm a legal assistant and I work for a lawyer. She's awful. Completely unorganized and won't let me organize her practice so we can all shed some stress, rude and aggressive to me, gaslights me, changes her mind about things on the daily, etc.
I've brought all this up with HR, and all I get is a “we'll look into it”. I'm suffering. My mental health is suffering. I dread going to work.
I've been applying pretty much to every job that I come across and I had an interview for a great position. Which I completely bombed. My stress took over and I completely froze. So don't think I'm getting that job.
Haven't heard from any other jobs I've applied to. I can't do this much longer. I don't deserve to be treated this way, to be abused daily.
Does she not know how much I do for her in a day? I bust my ass so the practice can barely survive and all I get is more abuse.
I'm at a loss.