For the 2nd time in 3 years. Reduction in Force. It didn't matter that I did a good job. It didn't matter that I was the only Instructional Designer in the whole company. It just doesn't matter what you do, really. I know this, have been around the block a time or two. Nothing matters, you'll be gone the moment someone feels you should be.
So after the feeling of wanting to go to sleep and not wake up again passes, I get to start the dehumanizing job hunt again in the HOPES I can get FT (not contract, my preference) at a decent place and WFH because I really don't want to work in an office again.
I hate that I feel so horrible. Have been in bed crying all day because I hate this so much.