Since it’s 50% of Americans I think a lot of us dissociate it most of the time to survive but I just got in a spiral this morning about how vulnerable I truly am and how there’s no formal help for me if any number of things go wrong. I’m also disabled so that’s a fun layer. The panic and existential dread are ROARING if I let them come to the surface even for a minute. I don’t wanna live like this.
Since it’s 50% of Americans I think a lot of us dissociate it most of the time to survive but I just got in a spiral this morning about how vulnerable I truly am and how there’s no formal help for me if any number of things go wrong. I’m also disabled so that’s a fun layer. The panic and existential dread are ROARING if I let them come to the surface even for a minute. I don’t wanna live like this.