I'm just working at this point so I'll have some cushion while I die. I know I'm probably going to die within the next few years. If I do pull out of this and somehow manage to straighten out the 20 problems in my life than miracles do exist but I'm smart enough to know that's fairytale. I'm working about 50 hours a week. I lost all my friends, hobbies, love of life from a recent neoropathy diagnosis. My goal is to stack and it 20 grand and just relax and run out the clock.
I'm just working at this point so I'll have some cushion while I die. I know I'm probably going to die within the next few years. If I do pull out of this and somehow manage to straighten out the 20 problems in my life than miracles do exist but I'm smart enough to know that's fairytale. I'm working about 50 hours a week. I lost all my friends, hobbies, love of life from a recent neoropathy diagnosis. My goal is to stack and it 20 grand and just relax and run out the clock.