Whaddup
Been out of work for a while due to a back injury from the gym. I'm finally returning to work in 2 hours but a habit of anxiety, drinking, and mixed medication for the past couple weeks has put me in a bad place. I can't sleep nor find the energy to want to show up to work. This isnt a job I can just quit but I feel I could do so much better. My girlfriend is worried about me mentally and I don't blame her. I put a lot of stress on our relationship with my blackpilled mentality. I feel like I need another day but who am I kidding. I dont really know why im posting this but I fucking hate this idea of caring about a job in the modern environment. Wish me luck all