Never. EVER. Underestimate how the internalization or pressurization into following backwards fucking logic can fuck with your own head. It happened to me recently and I just got out of it.
Capitalist bullshitting 101
“You have to become a wage-slave or be in slave-like-conditions where you are nothing but an empty number we can force work as hard and as long as we want. The rest of your life matters not.”
“No no it's immoral to not want to work your ass off for no fucking reason then fatten our pockets! No no you can't just table-flip and tell us to fuck off and say that you want to do your own thing in this existence since you have just one shot on this Earth at least! No no no you have to accept our reality as cold hard fact.”
“No no you see the people telling you this are, well we're the, the, the ones who get to decide what reality is! So nothing can be any different because we said so!!! You can't be independent and work with others in a healthy, communal manner, no no silly, you're supposed to be the biggest asshole on the planet and gather a fat hoard of wealth that you won't even use anyway because you'll be busy gathering more money and uhh… being a fucking miserable depressed piece of shit anyway. Because because… that's a perfectly sane world to be in!”
Congratulations Capitalist dickheads! You are trying to convince people to be idiotic or brainwashed enough to accept the stupidest and most abusive fucking circlejerk I have ever heard!!!!
Sometimes with “mental-illness” it can be a case that you're trying to be mentally healthy in a society that is fundamentally insane, backward, and toxic.