So back story first, in 2018 I had a stroke and 2 heart attacks. I also have diabetes and neuropathy. Which is really bad. It has taken me 4 yrs to get some what back to normal. I applied for disability and never got it. I got tired of fighting for it knowing I really need it. I applied for a job and got it. I start Tuesday.
Me and my husband currently live with his mom who is in her 70s. She basically takes care of us. My husband does odd jobs to have money. I feel guilty for her having to take care of us. I don't think she wants him to work cause he does so much around here. She has told me she thinks that I may not be able to do this job. And she said that if I can't do it quit. She said my health is more important.
I can't even wear shoes. My neuropathy has my left foot swollen red and shinny. A long with my leg. Now my delima i start my job on Tuesday.
Now I'm rethinking my about taking the job. Do I try and see how I do? Or just quit while I'm ahead so I don't end up back in the hospital. My mind can don the job but my body can't. I really just can't stand for more than 5 -10 mins at a time. I really miss working! I thrive on deadlines and overtime. I'm a true workaholic! What do you think? Should I just go for it? Or stop while I'm ahead?!