Hey everyone I’ll try not to make this long just gonna be a late night rant and hopefully I could get some advice.
I’m 21 with no aspirations whatsoever and an associates degree In interdisciplinary in arts. I used to work as a server at IHOP now I’m going to Olive Garden. I hate the thought of having to work minimum wage just to stay alive and feel like I’m worth something to society.
After I graduated HS with my Associates I decided not to keep going to college due to past trauma at home which caused me to lose all my hope and aspirations in life.
My parents constantly try and pressure me to go back to college to finish my bachelors in business I keep telling them yeah maybe I’ll go next semester with no intention of signing up.
My brother who is 1 year younger than me is finishing his bachelors this year.
I constantly have fights with my parents on why I haven’t gone back to college and how my brother is doing better than me and that I should be trying to do something better than just try and work minimum wage jobs.
YOUR THE REASON I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING. WHY I FEEL SO USELESS. WHY I TRY AND USE VIDEO GAMES AND MY FRIENDS TO ESCAPE REAL LIFE. I DONT WANT TO BE FORCED TO WORK 1/3rd OF MY DAY FOR MOST OF MY LIFE JUST CAUSE I DIDNT FURTHER MY EDUCATION WE WERENT BORN TO BE SLAVES TO THE MACHINE WE WERE BORN TO BE FREE AND ENJOY OUR LIVES DOING WHAT WE ENJOY TO DO.
Sorry for the late night rant and if this doesn’t belong here I just had to get this off my chest right now.