Fuck a job! No I'm not lazy, just too old to work another shitty job that fucks with my mental health all the time. If I don't get my dream job or even better somehow able to be self employed before my savings runs out, I might have to kill myself. It's so annoying to hear some people even say the word “job” (aka Just Over Broke) to me. My mental health is important. I guess I'll see how things go.