About a year ago I left my job at a company that was very toxic, as I know many of you have experience with. Since then it's been my first time in a VERY long time actually living life. I've had the opportunity to let myself get drawn into and invest my time in things that genuinely give me fulfillment which was nearly impossible working at my last job. I'm terrified now because I feel it all has to end. In this time I've found my “calling” as some would say and I'm in the process of trying to create this into something I can also make my living from. It hasn't been unsuccessful as I've made some from it and opened a small website offering service, but it just hasn't been enough yet. I'm grateful for still having a roof over my head and my utilities on but I'm at a point where I'm losing hope. Phone is a couple days from being turned off, which is my access to the internet and any way of making money, and food is nearly ran out along with other personal and household items. I'm sad to say I'm almost at a point of giving up and going back to the corporate world or whatever job I can get. I've come here looking for advice and hopefully a little hope. Thank you to all that took their time to read this! 🧡