I totally got myself in this position. And I knew better. But sometimes I let money get to my head. I just started a job and I already want to quit. Below is the backstory. Any advice is helpful.
We are okay on money and my partner makes enough to support us and save a little bit. But I’m obsessed with being frugal and saving money. I’ve been lucky enough to stay home these past 6 months as a stay at home wife but also working on a business idea that will hopefully come to light next year. I’ve admittedly been slowing down and find myself losing momentum. So I had the idea to look for a 3-day a week job to help stack out savings and to maybe bring some motivation back to creating a business of my own. I felt like this would help for some reason.
I found a job at a mom and pop place that’s SUPER small and they are nice and great. But I forgot how much I dread working. The job in itself isn’t bad- it’s my mindset. Already I’m falling into a “fuck this” mode and I should be working on my own shit. But I let the idea of earning extra money get in the way.
The dilemma is that I think I do want to quit. But I feel awful because these people are nice and I don’t want to fuck anybody over. And they told me they hired somebody and then before she started they told her they went with somebody else (me) bc they prefer my credentials.
So yea, I hate creating inconsistencies for people. And I feel like an awful human being and stupid for not being honest with myself.