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(Rant) Why am I so bad at having a job?

I've worked different jobs and found one that I don't mind all too much. I'm actually quite good at it. I used to be targeted at my past jobs for being too anxious, shy, crying, etc. Now I've been working on myself and finding myself more comfortable to work around people. I don't deal with customers anymore and everyone's pretty much nice to me (at face value). I got pulled aside for discussing pay and I'm having a mini-spiral because I thought everything was okay. Multiple coworkers complained about me and I realize there will never be a job where I won't feel like I'm walking on eggshells for merely existing or asking questions that shouldn't be considered so taboo. Why is this so frustrating? When will it end…


I've worked different jobs and found one that I don't mind all too much. I'm actually quite good at it.

I used to be targeted at my past jobs for being too anxious, shy, crying, etc. Now I've been working on myself and finding myself more comfortable to work around people. I don't deal with customers anymore and everyone's pretty much nice to me (at face value).

I got pulled aside for discussing pay and I'm having a mini-spiral because I thought everything was okay. Multiple coworkers complained about me and I realize there will never be a job where I won't feel like I'm walking on eggshells for merely existing or asking questions that shouldn't be considered so taboo.

Why is this so frustrating? When will it end…

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