I just want a job lmao. 19 years old and over 85 applications, no interviews, no call backs, no emails, just months of begging my parents not to kick me out, im going to die on the street because no one is hiring, best buy a gun and end it before i starve but oh wait.. that costs more money than i have. Pisses me off when people say “just get a job” because its not that easy anymore, every position is filled, short staffing is intended and they dont want it fixed, finding an opening is like finding $100 on the side of the road, and when that application is submitted there is radio silence for weeks after. Lifes not going the way i wanted, even with the effort i put in, guess i should have ended it sooner