Trying to beat the system by going solo and making my own way. Hardest part is trying to find the funds to buy what I need to really get my business going.
It sucks when you have the drive and are willing to roll up the sleeves but then you need one more thing, money to buy shit to do said job. I'm trying to build something humble, a pressure washing and exterior cleaning business. I have a lot of it and now bills to show for it, but to make life easier and faster I need more money. Just got laid off my day job, I'm also injured and trying to see doctors, and do my own thing. It always seems like the universe is trying to stack shit taller than I can climb….
If you can't tell I'm feeling down on myself tonight and it's sad. I'm sad, and almost feeling pathetic that I am even writing this. Sorry, forget it I'll just keep trying to eat my shit sandwich.