So for starters, I have a lot of anxiety. I grew up with parents that would get upset at me for speaking my mind which has made it hard for me to stand up for myself.
I have been working at a major retail pharmacy for about a month now. I spent 3 weeks doing online modules and am now doing training with coworkers. I’ve mainly been shadowing or being left alone to crash and burn. I spend 10 mins crying in my car before heading home after every shift.
I work tomorrow and am completely dreading it. I was offered a position at another place so I know I’m going to quit but I don’t know how…
I’ve ghosted a job before but they ended up calling my emergency contact which was so embarrassing and led to an argument with my partner. I don’t want that to happen again.