This can’t be all that life is… I really wish I didn’t fuck around the first 18 years of my life. Maybe I’d have a job that gives me a sense of purpose. But I was going through lots of trauma during my childhood and my education took a back seat. It’s over for me at 30 years old, I got bills to pay now I have no time to go back to school. I’ll be working dead end jobs till I get to retire if I’m lucky. I hate this life.
This can’t be all that life is… I really wish I didn’t fuck around the first 18 years of my life. Maybe I’d have a job that gives me a sense of purpose. But I was going through lots of trauma during my childhood and my education took a back seat. It’s over for me at 30 years old, I got bills to pay now I have no time to go back to school. I’ll be working dead end jobs till I get to retire if I’m lucky. I hate this life.