I couldn't afford to finish community college and felt like a failure then. Standing up for myself and quitting a harmful job, not being able to find work immediately put me in debt with three major credit companies, all whom are now taking me to court. My checking account keeps being put further into overdraft. My last job was in a industry not federally regulated and I was discriminately forced to resign. I haven't been able to get consistent work since, and have been trying to start more freelance work thats up my alley but I can't even afford the medication or health services to be able to just focus on work and make money I desperately need to survive. My car registration just came up which is a cherry on top to what I need to pay. I've had to rely on those who choose to help me and I don't like my existence putting those I care for in hot waters because they choose to be kind and help me. I can't keep up and with the court cases against me, even going back to a regular 9 to 5 would be hard because I'm likely gonna have my wages deducted when they barely even cover necessities including bills and they'll go to corporations that can survive without me paying the debt I owe. I'm completely at my wits end, I just rather not be here anymore.