I`m not sure if I`m lazy or not motivated. How to stop being embarrassed for not working a full-time job when you`re 30 and want to move out?
I worked as an office manager for about 3,5 years. It was the most boring period of my life. I hated every morning. I was thinking that I`m wasting my time there and I knew that one day I will quit. So I did it in 2017. Since then I decided that 9-5 is not for me.
Now I work about 12 hours a week as an online teacher. I really enjoy working from home. But that`s my maximum. And living with a narcissistic father drains me a lot. I want to move out but I can`t. How can I make living? I am so ashamed of myself because I`m 30 yo and I can`t afford to live separately.
Any words of encouragement or support would be great.