I've worked at a place for a long time. It has pros and cons but it's not work that I really care about. I get minimal raises every year but it never feels consistent with all the work I do and inflation. I've applied at other places over the years but I either don't get an offer or I do but it's not worth the change. Mental health shit makes everything harder but some days I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like the longer I stay the harder it is to leave. Like my brain is just wired to keep working and fulfilling my obligations. I do volunteer stuff and honestly that's what I want to do all the time. This corporatist/capitalist shit just does nothing for me. Is there any hope for me?