I’m so physically and mentally exhausted. I’m running out of money because I just can’t urge myself to work. I saved up 20k only to realize that I needed at least 50k to even imagine buying a house. But then I broke my ankle, except during 2 ER visits, nobody saw the break. So for 3 months, I was in agony, until I went to a specialist that looked at my old scans and pointed out the break. I can’t afford physical therapy or surgery for my deformed ankle. I mean, I’ve had an infected tonsil since I was 8 years old that I still can’t afford to have removed. My insurance dropped me because I couldn’t afford to pay 30k to the hospital that didn’t treat me. It’s an endless cycle. I have an autoimmune disease that I can’t afford medicine for and I live with chronic pain, disability doesn’t recognize my disease so I have to work, I can’t afford to rent or get a house because medical bills destroyed my credit. I keep getting sicker because I’m not treating my chronic disease. When does it end? This whole revolution keeps being promised but years pass and nothing happens. It’s exhausting